this goes out to almost everyone i know.
Why am i always in the middle of everything?
You can go off and cheat on her if you wanna loose her, you lost your job, your failing school, you're too poor to keep your house you can keep hating your old best friend and she can continue hating you for all i care. i deal with your breakups, heartaches, family problems, financial problems, emotional problems, homework and actually work; im happy to help all and any of you, but why am i the only one any of you ever ask for advice and help?
i cant help you all! im so busy running YOUR lives and helping you with YOUR problems that i have no time for my own, you take up all of my time and i wish i could just tell any of you that i cant handle it anymore!
you've seen me break down once from all this shit, and now you think i can handle it all again and keep piling it on top of me, im going to break and i just dont know what i can do.
let me live my life and try coping with your own problems, if only once. its going to be tough and you wont know if you can do it but you can! you can cope and it will make you a stronger person and you can help me for a change.
please, anyone, its all i ask. that one of you can finally help before its too late