dear friends,

please don't hate me.
i've been an idiot lately.
i've been annoying.
i've been bitching.
i've been really fake.
it's all an act, it really is.
it isn't like me to be like this, you know that.
i wish i could tell you why.
but i can't.
i'm afraid you won't want to know me anymore.
i feel like a failure.
i want to dissapear.
this isn't an act.
i wish i could tell you this in person.
but i can't.
please forgive me for my attitude and recent actions.
i'm sorry.