ive been sitting here had to say... i like you. again. imma dork, youre a dork, it works for me. i was weird before, and the truth is ill probably be weird again. i want stuff to work out this time. youre so easy to talk to, and that makes everything 100% better... im sorry if this is just gonna be awkward and you dont like me, but i dont think i ever stopped liking you. i honestly think i just kind of freaked out mentally and forgot how to act like a normal person before ;) so just let me know what you think of all this...
I know how i am lame for such a delay on my part, but here it goes... I dont really think either of us are really ready for any relationship-type-thing between us. I still think you're amazing and funny and smart and easy to talk to and i care about you a ton, but honestly, our in-person chemistry just isnt there. I really hope that we can still be friends, because that means a lot to me. And if in the future we end up in the situation that we always seem to end up in, i hope things work out better. Either way, you're pretty much the coolest girl i know, and you deserve all the happiness in the world. Anyways... See ya!!