Hi Meesha K

I feel bad but I lied to you about my sexuality when we first met. In high-school, I had a really big crush on you,
but I didn't want to ruin our friendship because you didn't feel the same, so thought it was easier to pretend to be straight, as well as for other reasons like bullying. When you got a girlfriend, I was kind of jealous.
I'm sorry I always got so mopey and scared of hurting you. I still love you immensely as a friend, but am really happy for you and your current relationship. Hope all's going well for you.
Your very gay and socially awkward friend.