i don't know how to say it

you're the biggest crush i've ever had... I don't even know if I'll ever see you again, but I think of you quite often, I even dream of you sometimes and wake up feeling so nice... Sometimes I couldn't stand you, and sometimes I really wanted to jump on you and kiss you! But I never dared... whenever I saw you I got paralysed, with that weird sensation on my stomach, sometimes my legs even shaked in your presence. But I just got out of words, I wanted to say so many things but just couldn't. I don't know what you feel about me... sometimes I though I had caught you staring, sometimes I felt you ignored me completely, sometimes I even thought you liked me. But I don't know, I so wish I was brave enough to ask you!