I love you :)


First off I'd like to apologize for something. Last year throughout the course of the year I led you on and then left you hanging. I really really feel awful for that. I know how that feels. It wasn't you it was me. I know that sounds cliche but its the truth. I am really really bad with relationships and I got scared and freaked out with my own feeling and distanced myself from you. From the moment I met you i've always thought you were amazing. Last year was a really hard year for me. I couldn't really think strait. Now looking back, I regret so so much how I acted. Then, when I finally started coming to my senses you were with Nata and I was happy for you and didn't want to mess that up. I thought I'd blown it. I don't know if you have any feelings for me that way, but I love you and you have always been there for me and a great support to me even when I've been a jerk. You can totally ignore this and pretend this wasn't ever a thing (I won't be offended). I just wanted to let you know how I feel and apologize for being a jerk. Sorry I didn't have the balls to tell you in person :)

Love you,