I'm thinking of putting you on my bucket list

I've heard your doing well and that you are at university now, good luck with the course!! Ive done a lot of soul searching recently and you popped into my mind, not that any of it matters now but I had to say it at least once, I loved you! I should of made my feelings more obvious but im a goof. Its one of my few regrets that i didnt make you aware of how I felt. The truth is i was a complete nervous mess whenever i was around you and tried to impress you in all the wrong ways. Anyways this is highly inappropriate, sorry. Have a good life and be happy! x