I wish I had spent more time with you. Not laughing at you because you needed adult diapers. Not secretly wishing you would already be gone so I could get on with my life. You had such a kind heart and only wished us the best. And then when you did die, I was sad,yes. But I didn't cry. Not that I think about it, all those times you called me I only have you short answers. I wish I could rewind time and spend more time with you. I just hope where ever you are now, you are enjoying yourself.