I know that teaching has been hard for you of late, or rather, not teaching as much, but dealing with everything that goes along with it.
You're so talented though, and so vibrant. You will get through this, and you will be so fantastic -- you've worked so hard for this and I'm so proud of you. Please don't doubt yourself, you'll get through it. And next year, wherever we are, will be wonderful.
I know it.
I love you. I'll be your rock through this. Just tell me what you want. :)