I really like. And I mean REALLY like you. I think about you often. My heart beats fast when I see you in the hall. When you smile and say hi to me, I feel like the luckiest guy in the world. I wish I could be with you, but I know you're not interested. If I even alluded to the possibility of my feelings, you'd punch me in the face. I mean, what straight guy is actually cool with another guy liking him? I wish I didn't have to suffer in silence. At least other people can confess their feelings without fear of getting harassed or beaten up. I wish I didn't have to suffer in silence.