I know you feel like you have to go
And i'm not going to stop you
I'm not going to tell you not to go
I don't want you to, I wish you felt different about it
I don't know how to figure out what goes on in your mind
But I so badly want to know how you feel about it
Eleven months out of every year - For the next two decades
You'll be gone, Risking your life
How do you feel about me?
Because I know, if we are together I don't know what i'm going to do
I don't think I could live like that
And even as a friend
It's going to hurt me so bad to have to wonder everyday
Where you are, What you're doing, If anything bad has happened, And if you're even still alive
I love you more than anything in the world Chris
I just don't know how to seriously talk to you about this