Had to Express my Feelings to You!

Ever since the day we met online I have had a crush on you. The more I get to know you the more I am falling for you. I so wish we could chat more or have a chance to talk on the phone. The voice message you left on my voice mail...Awww your voice was SO cute! I could listen to that voice all day. I know you don't have the same feelings for me because now you are with someone else. The day I found out about your partner my heart broke. I wish I could reveal to you who I am but I am too scared to lose you. So I will sit here at my desk day after day reading your messages and feeling heartbroken that you have someone else in your life....
is this some kind of joke?
No I promise you this is NOT a joke! I am NOT that type of person. I wouldn't do anything to hurt you. I've just been wanting to tell you how I feel about you but I didn't know how without revealing who I was. So last night I went to Google, typed in "free secret admirers websites" and this site was at the top. So I thought I would give it a try. Sorry if you felt this was a joke but I promise you it's not.
Its okj. I am glad it isnt. Maybe we can try to chat more or something . . . cute voice, huh? God I hate that word, but now that I know who it is, its ok. Not a problem. Feel free to IM or email me anytime ;) (sry it took forever for me to respond! I feel terrible about that!)
What e-mail address are you using? You have so many it's so hard to keep track of them. I apologize for taking so long to reply. I have been busy.