Hi there, stranger.
First of all, I just want to say, I really did love you, I still do. I miss you everyday. I miss everything about you, it sounds stupid because I don't even know you in real life. I'm trying my best to forget you and the time we spent together but it's really difficult. You are everything that I have ever wanted, but we will never be together. We live too far apart. I know you deserve better. You're hands down amazing. I know you felt the same back then but I'm sure that you're fine without me now. It seems like you're happy. I'm happy for you. I just miss you. I'm sorry. I love you is all I can say. I'm really excited for you. I can see you are starting a new life, a new life which I have no place in. You'll meet someone in real life who's as beautiful and as amazing as you are. I'm so excited for you. I have never loved anyone this deeply before, it is stupid, I know, but now you're gone. There are times that I just close my eyes and hug the screen. It hurts. It really hurts. I cry almost everyday. I miss your voice. I just wish you love and happiness. I wish you would never get to feel this pain that I am dealing with. You're going to do amazing in life. So much in stored for you. Isn't that awesome?:D Good luck with everything. Thank you so much for everything. I'm letting you go, though I know I never had you. Maybe, in the next life, I'll get lucky. I'm sorry. I will no longer bother you. I love you so much, tbs. Good bye.