In all honesty, I just don't know.
I don't know if I really owed you that apology, but I know I have been learning to be humble. Quite frankly, I feel like my ability to love was damaged when you said those things to me last year. I want to forgive you, and although I act like I don't care if we speak again, I really miss you. We may not be the best friends, but your frankness is admirable. I still like you, just a little, Chelsea, but that's not why I'm doing this. I just miss having you to talk to. I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say. Please, tell me how to make this right between us.