... Nothing left.

I idolized you, i loved you. It's so easy to use pass tense, when I don't know how things would be if I tried to be your friend now. Every attempt I've made has been shot down. I don't think i have much to say to you, but at the same time I don't know if I can give up. I don't really want to either. Now, i just want to be friends... and you make it so difficult, but I don't want it to be that way. Can't you just... be my friend? why is that so hard?