I was a coward that couldn't acknowledge his feelings. You're my best friend and I wish we were more but I couldn't ever tell you because you were with someone else. I love you but the pain I feel when I think of what could have been is too much more me to carry anymore. I have to let go for my own sake as well as yours, but I can't do that knowing you have never heard how I feel yet it would be far too cruel to tell you in person. Maybe this will erase my guilt, but I know you will never know who has written this message and for whom it was written.